Sharing My Words
Assalamu’alaikum :D
Hi. After it’s been ages I became such a passive tumblr-er (I don’t know how the owner of tumbler usually be called), now I’ve finally come back to post my life story. Anyone ever miss me? *kicked off*
Well, I’m surely not willing to write and tell all things happen to me during that time. Cause it’ll need a big big space, of course. Beside, nothing ever changes in me. Still being a third grader of senior high school who’s going to face the national examination and collage entrance test next year (whoaa, I, myself, even haven’t realized it), still facing difficulty to deal with the school assignments, and yeah still doing other activities an ordinary girl usually does.
But this moment, I want to share some words that came from my mind and were made for my own self. They were actually created as my personal advice to keep me struggle in my little-complicated life. Haha. I won’t say I am now having a great and serious problem because It’ll sound really pathetic. In spite of that, I believe in my self that I’m soon gonna solve it and throw it far far away from life.
Alright, here then come the words…
Well, just let be as how it should be.
No need to force anything, nor to kill it directly.
Make it calm, then it’s gonna flow like the water gently does.
Sometimes you feel hurt, of course.
But, keep in mind that you, your own self, are just a temporary place it pays a visit.
It could either stay long, or oppositely just for a moment.
Hence, nothing to be regretted or blame.
Just try to enjoy every single spot it flows into,
whether it gets you smile, cry, or even want to die.
(Hahaha. Noooo, absolutely not that way.)
Believe me, it won’t ever make you pathetically desperate that you decide to end your precious life.
…
You know?
All the bitter sweet moments are only willing to teach you one thing.
Yes, nothing except a maturity.
uhuk..uhuk..*coughing*
For your information, whenever I read the words above, I feel like my pain’s eased entirely. After the ‘problem’ (i didn’t suppose to tell you what it is. It’s privacy. xixi) burdened me for about 2 weeks (quiet long, isn’t it?), I am now able enough to control my self and defend that problem. Thus, if you probably experience the same problem with me, I will be glad to know that my words can ease your pain too :’>
I think, that’s all I can share with you through this post. Sorry, if you may get confused and respond like ”what’s this girl talking about, huh?”. I just want to express myself due to the Right that allows everyone to freely express his/her own feeling or mind. So, see you in the next post! Bye!
